Just because things once messed up a little, and they were not there for you when you needed them the most, don’t stop trusting, don’t lose hope; humanity is still alive.
Things are like that, they mess up at times, but it doesn’t mean it’s always their mistake; circumstances play an important role sometimes. Even if it was their mistake, trust me everyone is unique, they were not for you, move on.
But don’t stop loving, it’s the only thing that separates us from other living beings. Don’t let the compassion die. This world is full of love, find your worth.
You will learn to love yourself one day. That day, you will start growing. All the insecurities will mean nothing to you, and you will smile looking at your scars, for they made you tough.
But, promise me! Promise me that you won’t look back from there, you will not let that self-love die, or fade. And you will stop crying on those lonely nights, for you will need no one but you to complete yourself.
Until then, keep searching. Don’t try to go far, look within, for self-love is internal. Stay happy.