I have so many questions

I have so many questions that I ask throughout the day. All the why’s and what ifs all the things I need to say.

Why did this happen to me?

What could I have done?

What if I had been different?

Why were you the one?

Questions that seem unending can plague the heart and mind. Despertely seeking answers where there are none to find.

There is only one question that can only be answered by you. The hardest question of all

How am I going to get through?

They say time heals, but I find it only helps you learn to deal. Today 18 years has gone by and my partner is gone, although sometimes I sit and wonder if she was ever by my side in the first place…